There is a place you can touch a woman that will drive her crazy. Her heart.

Okay… I know it’s been a loooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggg time since I last wrote my entry… it seems like eons ago… haha… but I’ve been very busy of late… honestly, I don’t even know where to start… haha…

I have so many projects to do… it’s getting me CRAZY!!! My last road-show at Millenia Walk, I have to say, even though it was DAMN tiring… it’s still a great experience… I mean, why not? We’ve sold more than $10,000 of products… and to think that it’s very difficult to sell Singapore Mint products… boy are we very wrong?

Then, I just finished another road-show in school… two days of lots of walking around the school to psycho people to buy Singapore Mint products… I tell you, it’s hard to tell people to buy the products, let alone even stepped into the Atrium… haiz… but the second day was great… for the first shift, we actually sold close to $400… so, that’s an achievement… but mostly, people come to our booth for the personalization of EZ-Link card or Cash card… and that’s the result of us promoting to our own dear friends and they promote to other people… and also the lecturers, who have been very, very supportive…

Other than the road-shows… I have other project deadlines to meet up… let’s see… I just handed in my Marketing Research Plan report, which was in a pink folder… haha… Mr. Jonas Lee will freak out… he would always go, “Do you like Hello Kitty?” everytime he sees pink… haha… then, we have the market survey that we have to do by 10 August… we have to go around at places and stopped people on their tracks and asked questions… geez… I have a feeling that I will just play cheat… bwahaha… I have to do at Heeren, Tangs Studio and Shaw Towers… so if you happen to want to go at these places, please go on Friday… me and my lovely friends would love to ask you questions on the Satisfaction Level of Shoppers in Singapore… thanks in advance… anyway, other than these two projects, we have Sales Management interview with any sales manager by 13 August… I had called up a HR Manager from my mom’s company to allow me to interview one of their sales management… and she told me that she will ask the Marketing Executive if he’s okay with it… hopefully, he does… I mean… for goodwill… I won’t write a bad report about him… haha… next is Interactive Business Skills first call… which will be in two weeks’ time… mine is the last group, and third last person to face Mr. Henry Koh… and he has already warned us that he would have surprising scenarios to… well… “surprise” us… OMG… I am so not looking forward to it… but I think I will be well-prepared… I am so going to make him want to do a kids’ fashion show… by hook or by crook… if I can psycho Solomon and Wee Kiong to buy my products… then, I can make this thing happen… next is Marketing Communication which is due on 20 August… and me and Cylysce will be doing Oreo cookies… we were thinking of doing an ice-cream Oreo cookies… okay, okay… I know that they already have it… but we’re going to improvise it… well… I have lots of creative ideas to come up with… but if you have one, you are welcome to give me a call… haha… I am open to other ideas… next is E-Marketing… my group will be the first group to do a lecture… but our first lecture should be on 9 August… but as we all know… that’s our nation’s b-day… therefore, too bad… they have to push it forward… haha… after school term re-opens… haha… then, I have my Events Management… the proposal is due on 13 August… I hate these projects!!! AAARRRGGGHHH!!!

So, what else have happened since the last time you heard from me? Let’s see… I hate the Sales Management tutor to the core… honestly, if you see my nick in MSN… that’s for what she bloodily did… well, you see… she’s pregnant… don’t ask me how long… I don’t know and I don’t want to know and I don’t bloody care… anyway, she’s freaking cranky… and I hate cranky people… especially cranky tutors… because they will push their stupid moods at their students… and I hate that… you know what happened? There’s this one time when we had to discuss this tutorial… as usual… then she asked me about this problem sum… how many sales people should the company in the case hire… I heard my friend, Jayson, said 5… and of course, I agree… as I had done the tutorial myself… because the company already had five salespeople… they don’t have to hire anymore… so I said that and elaborate on it… then she said… “I said how many sales people should the company hire?”… and gave me the look saying as if I am stupid… I kept quiet… then guess what… she said her own answer… and guess what again… IT’S THE SAME BLOODY ANSWER!!! Just bloodily shorter than mine… but tell me… what’s the diff… mine is just more elaborate than hers does… she’s so cranky I tell you… she expects her students to have the same mindset as hers… gosh… if everyone is the same in the world… it will be a damn boring place to live in… I hate it when she gave me that kind of look… I’ve seen that before in my life when I was a kid… I hate it then and I hate it now… I tell you… I was so pissed I might just curse her… but no, I didn’t… I told myself… what goes around will definitely come around… I will just wait a little longer till it’s time for the Student Evaluation on their tutors… I will definitely gave her a very, very, very bad remark… bwahaha… an eye for an eye… but anyway… I am resolved to one thing… whatever she thinks about me… I don’t bloody care… because you know what… NOBODY CAN HOLD ME DOWN… NEVER CAN AND NEVER WILL!!!

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Okay… recently some things have happened in my life… you see… there’s this guy who wants to get to know me… a Malay guy… but I can honestly tell you that my first impression of him is not really that good… why? Well, you see… he didn’t approach me… I got to know that through my friend, Yasmin… even after that… he didn’t approach me… that’s not good… if you want to know me… approach me… be a man… but he didn’t… next, his grade dropped further when he gave me mushy messages… calling me Princess CT… telling me how he had fun just in a short time… how he likes my smile… how he thinks I am a nice girl… let me refresh your memory… he didn’t approach me… and he said those things to me already… what does he know about me? Then, I definitely made it clear that I just want to be friends… I don’t mind if he just wants to be friends with me… but just friends, nothing more… because I am definitely not attracted to him in any way… then, he got my e-mail add… so he added me to his MSN… after I ran out of ideas how to tell him that I do not want to be more than friends with him, even after I told my guy friend to help me… I decided to do the reverse psychology method… tell him about Vincent… then I realized that I do not have to make the first move to lead me to talk about Vincent… my last nick had said it all… “Cos I’m Broken, When I’m Lonesome, And I Don’t Feel Rite When You’re Gone Away”… so he told me that he thinks there’s a story behind that nick of mine… ha… it’s the right time for me to start telling him about Vincent… and so I did… talking about the memories that I had about him… lovely memories… then he asked me why I didn’t go out with him alone… on a date… I know that he’s trying to get on to something… so I just said that I don’t want to ruin our friendship… then he said that maybe my feelings for him is just a special bond of friendship… *blood boiling*… who does he think he is? He doesn’t know me… he doesn’t even know how much I love this guy, for goodness sake… I know my feelings for him… what does he know? He doesn’t feel it… so, I told him, I know my feelings for him… I cried for him before… he means a lot to me… if he’s in pain… I will be in pain… he’s been there for me when I needed someone to talk to… so I know my feelings for him is definitely not a special bond of friendship… then he ended with “If he’s not there for you, I’ll be waiting for you”… God, I want to puke… he’s not my boyfriend, and he says that already… I mean, I am wondering… Is he a guy? Is he a man? If he thinks that girls like this kind of things… Gosh, he doesn’t even know the guys that I like has the same personality and character… one way or another… scary but true… I like romantic guys… but not too mushy… he’s just not man enough for me…

If I only could decide / But I can’t make up my mind / I’m breaking all my rules because of you… But the problem is I’m so in love with two…

Anyway, you now know that my feelings for Vincent is still here… he’s getting more good-looking than ever… by the way, he’s known as my Lover Boy… haha… that’s my code name for him… just yesterday, for my road-show… I saw him in the canteen and I told him about my booth… and he said he doesn’t want to go… then, I am like sad… but I don’t mind… at least he seems happy to see me and so am I… my other friends, Sifang and Peiqi know my feelings for him… anyway, Sifang agrees that he’s very good-looking… hehe… than, I saw other friends, and I approach them… then I saw Vincent sitting alone, waiting for my other friend, Jaslin… so I decided to approach him once again… “Come to my booth lah… please…” I pulled his sleeve… then, he turned to me and smiled… “Okay lah okay lah… you tell me how much…” then I said the price… then he shook his head… “Too ex…” and I jolly well know he’s going to say that… so when I saw my friends walked off… I said goodbye to him… I am so happy to see him… and I know that my friends know that I am happy to see him… somehow I guess, it’s a giveaway… they could see how whenever he’s there, my face will change I guess… haha… gosh… hopefully he didn’t notice that… if he did, oops… haha… anyways, I will be seeing him tomorrow… hopefully… tomorrow is World Issues… last week he’s not there… don’t know what happen to him…

Okay, I know everyone knows that I like Vincent… and I know that it will come as a surprise to many of those who know that if I said this… I am… err… how am I going to put this… I am interested with this other guy… if you read my last entry, you will know who I am talking about… it’s a giveaway… it’s Jayson… my classmate… I know, I know… I have liked Vincent for so long that my friend, Jeanne, who knew about this, was surprised how Jayson could attract me when she thought that no one else could do that other than Vincent… she keeps on wondering why… she still has not got the answers… even I am surprised with myself… he’s not as good-looking as Vincent… he’s cute in the chubby baby way… very lovable, fun, and huggable… don’t laugh… he’s huggable… haha… and my code name for him is Prince Charming… okay, I know that that code name should go for Vincent… but I thought that Lover Boy suits Vincent more… so that other title goes to Jayson… yay… haha…

This is scary but I think I know why I like the both of them… I am not really superstitious… but when I used the horoscope thingy… I know that my horoscope will somehow match with Aries… and Aries is Mr. Lover Boy… Mr. Prince Charming is Aquarius… so they both have diff horoscope… but what they could do to me… is the same… I mean, they could both make me feel the same way… both could make me fall, both could lift me up to my best potential… okay… complicating… so, I end my entry with this two results from their b-days to match with mine…

Mr. Lover Boy

Siti's Sun Opposition Prince1's Neptune:

There is a strong tendency to be unrealistic in your perceptions and expectations of each other. Bitter disappointments and a loss of trust and confidence in one another can arise. To prevent this from happening, you both must strive be scrupulously honest with each other, and refrain from "playing games", exaggerating or hiding things from one another. If handled positively, this astrological influence can inspire higher ideals and altruism in both of you.

Prince1's Sun Square Siti's Jupiter:

Enthusiasm, optimism, and good will are very strong. Siti is able to see ways that Prince1 can grow, expand, and develop in practical and concrete ways as well as in attitude and inner ways. Siti, however, may try to push Prince1 too hastily and be deceived by unrealistic expectations, resulting in foolish joint speculations and unsuccessful ventures. Try not to let your shared enthusiasm and optimism spawn unrealistic hopes and expectations.

Siti's Sun Trine Prince1's Pluto:

Prince1 helps Siti achieve personal goals, activate Siti's latent talents and strengths, and encourages and promotes Siti's creative work and endeavors. You can be a very successful duo. However, Prince1 can be more driving and ambitious for Siti than Siti is, like the "stage mother" who pushes her child to shine and to excel even when it is not the child's own aspiration. Prince1 can have a profound influence on Siti, most likely for the good, but possibly not. Subtle manipulation and domination on Prince1's part should be avoided.

Prince1's Sun Trine Siti's Uranus:

Playfulness and a zest for newness infuse your realtionship. You really spark each other's imagination and creativity. This quality is especially welcome in a long-term relationship because you will not fall into a lifeless routine. You spur each other to explore, take risks, and develop new creative outlets. You encourage each other's independence and you have faith in one another's creative, inventive ideas and interests.

Mr. Prince Charming

Siti's Sun Opposition Prince2's Neptune:

There is a strong tendency to be unrealistic in your perceptions and expectations of each other. Bitter disappointments and a loss of trust and confidence in one another can arise. To prevent this from happening, you both must strive be scrupulously honest with each other, and refrain from "playing games", exaggerating or hiding things from one another. If handled positively, this astrological influence can inspire higher ideals and altruism in both of you.

Prince2's Sun Square Siti's Mars:

This is a dynamic, energetic relationship, but unfortunately also a rather aggressive and combative one at times. As long as you don't end up fighting and competing with each other, you can accomplish a great deal together. However, the aggressiveness of this relationship is prone to foster anger and hurt feelings -so be careful not to incite hostility in each other.

Prince2's Sun Square Siti's Saturn:

Siti must be very careful not to harshly criticize or judge Prince2. There is a strong tendency for Prince2 to feel blocked, frustrated, and discouraged by Siti. Typically, Siti will feel surprised by Prince2's feelings of frustration and anger, and feel that Prince2 is just being overly sensitive to criticism. There is an element of truth to both viewpoints: Siti tends to be too critical of Prince2 and Prince2 tends to be too sensitive to the criticism; the combination can be disastrous! Prince2 may try to ignore the problem, but ignoring the problem will not cause the problem to disappear. On the positive side, you are often able to work together effectively in meeting challenges and responsibilities. However, the tendency to become overly concerned with your responsibilities and be too conservative, cautious, and restrictive towards each other must not get out of hand, or you will both feel severely confined and restricted by being together.

Siti's Sun Trine Prince2's Pluto:

Prince2 helps Siti achieve personal goals, activate Siti's latent talents and strengths, and encourages and promotes Siti's creative work and endeavors. You can be a very successful duo. However, Prince2 can be more driving and ambitious for Siti than Siti is, like the "stage mother" who pushes her child to shine and to excel even when it is not the child's own aspiration. Prince2 can have a profound influence on Siti, most likely for the good, but possibly not. Subtle manipulation and domination on Prince2's part should be avoided.

Prince2's Sun Sextile Siti's Uranus:

Playfulness and a zest for newness infuse your realtionship. You really spark each other's imagination and creativity. This quality is especially welcome in a long-term relationship because you will not fall into a lifeless routine. You spur each other to explore, take risks, and develop new creative outlets. You encourage each other's independence and you have faith in one another's creative, inventive ideas and interests.

Princess Siti Grint is feeling obsessed on 2004-08-04 at 9:11 p.m.

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