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2dae’s entry is goin 2 b veri veri long… it consists of 2 wks of wat happened in my life… haha… so bear wif me…

Saturday (February 7):

2dae I had dis huge headache… I was supposed 2 go out wif my frens… but d headache is taking a toll on me… I don’t even tink it’s a headache lor… I tink it’s a migraine… I didnt even do anyting 2dae… I was juz lying ard on d living rm sofa… d whole dae… not doing anyting dat involves my brain… haha… I watched mutant x… n victor webster is so damn cute… s always… haha… so newayz… I tink d headache is caused by me not having enuf sleep n rest… too much werk on my brain… haha…

Sunday (February 8):

Wat did I do 2dae… erm… lets c… erm… nothing… haha… again… well… actually I didn sumting… doing my schwerk… haha… veri d hardweking sia… haha… den i watched dis show called everwood… veri nice show I hv 2 say… newayz… while watching d show… n eating my dinner which consisted of two pieces of burger… haha... newayz… I sent dis sms dat maz sent me yesterdae… its dis kinda silly msg dat said dat I m goin 2 b engaged on 30th February… n s we all smart pple noe… dere is no 30th feb… d 1st person 2 reply 2 my msg is jaslin… den d funniest reply I ever got was frm my best fren whom I noe is not a blur gurl… but sumhow dat dae she was quite blur lah… mayb bcos shes tired… mayb bcos… shes juz blur… haha… sori shahidah if u r reading dis… haha… juz luv 2 tease ya… so funny lah u… so newayz… d surprise reply of d dae wld b frm vincey… I don’t expect a reply 4 him 2 b veri honest… cos 4… I don’t noe how many times… I had sent him stupid messages like dis 1… n he didn’t reply… but 4 dis msg… he replied n told me dat I cannot fool him cos he is not s blur s I tink he is… but honestly… I don’t tink hes blur… he juz looks n acts like 1… haha…

Monday (February 9):

2dae is d grammy awards dae… woohoo… but I cldnt watch it live cos I hv 2 go 2 sch… so newayz… I wen 2 sch… n I saw vincey coming in but his face so glum… I was so scared dat hes angry @ me over yesterdae’s sms… but later… I found out hes not angry… cos during fmgt class… d tutor was standing @ d back of d class… so she was explaining sum stuff… n I was like looking @ her… so wen I was looking @ her… @ d same time… vincey was sitting wif his back against d wall… so he was facing me… so wen I was looking @ d tutor… I turned 2 him… n he smiled… not once… but lots of times… hehe… so hes not angry… yeah… den after dat we had a 3 hr break b4 we hv cma… d dreaded n boring cma… den after dat me n my pals wen home… den we were waiting 4 d bus… wen I saw vincey… he was looking kinda moody… d whole thingy was he neva c us… its so funny lor… he didn’t c us… d 3 of us standing quite near him… den his bus came… den he was goin 2 his bus wen he saw me… den aidi said d 3 of us here cannot c… den he replied “I don’t c u guys mah… bye…”… I was like… wat d hell is wrong wif dis guy… den he wen inside d bus… I was kinda watching him… den he sat near d window... n looked out @ me n my pals @ d bus stop… den I looked up n we waved gdbye… den he smiled n waved back… den he kept on smiling @ me n I hv absolutely no idea wat is wrong wif him… 1 sec he was like gloomy… in another sec… he was like smiling @ me… haiz… later @ nite… I wen online… n I chated wid Vincent… n he said he was stressed up… n I told him dat yup… he looked so sian earlier… n he said he wanted 2 commit suicide… n I was like… don’t u dare… n he kept silent… haiz… my heart pains 4 him… its so hard 2 hear ur fren said dat… n dat sum1 is sum1 u luv… haiz…

Tuesday (February 10):

2dae I felt veri hapi, hapi, hapi… hehe… 1st up was cma lect… wah… damn boring sia… d worst ting is dat me n my 4 pals don’t hv d notes… we do hv d notes but d wrong one… haha… so… I was bored 2 d core 4 d 1st half of d lect… no wonder vincent n wee kiong didn’t come 4 d lect… ting2 saw them @ d bus stop in d morning telling her dat dey wont b coming 4 d lect… I guess dey knew dat it wld b boring… haha… so newayz… I was so bored dat I took out my seventeen mag n read it… not caring if d lecturer saw it or not… so wen she announced dat dey will hv a 5 min break… me n my frens rushed off from d back door… haha… n we wen off 2 d net café n ate d veri famous hot dog n d choc ice blended… yum yum… den @ 5 min b4 11…we wen back 2 d convention centre n wen 4 d ief lect… I wen in n d 1st person I saw is… if u don’t noe by nw u shld chop ur head… haha… ya ya… Vincent of course… duh… n I tink he tinks dat we oso didn’t go… but we did… kinda… I mean we still got go mah… even tho it was onli 4 1 hr… haha… den koh poh tee… d ief lecturer… is so funny 2dae… she was like “ommmmm… peace…”… haha… she got every student cracked up wif her crappiness… haha… den it was 2 hrs break… den I called my best fren n told her abt wat happened d other nite… den she told me she saw Vincent… who was sitting like 2 tables away frm her… n d funny ting is dat she bcame a spy… she reports 2 me every single ting he did… I juz cracked up… so cute… haha… den later on in d conversation… she told me dat vincent was standing up… d he was like posing… haha… I juz laughed wen she said dat… den she said dat he was looking @ her direction n staring @ her… but she didn’t noe whether 2 wave or juz kept shut… I juz laughed n laughed… shes so funny… den after dat we wen 2 hrm class… I was sitting rite in front of d tutor n guess wat I did… I actually closed my eyes n slept… yup… I SLEPT IN FRONT OF D TUTOR!!! But luckily she didn’t say anyting… haha… heng ar… haha… den after dat I wen off wif m frens… den we were @ d np co-op wen I saw Vincent n wee kiong n d rest of d gang walking back… n I tot he already left… but wen I walked out of d shop… I saw him standing dere wif d rest of d gang… den we were waving gdbye… wen he told me 2 go 2 d bus stop 2gether wif d rest… wait 4 awhile onli… my other 2 frens hv already walked off… so I was like @ a loss… den I juz smiled n signaled 2 him 2 come wif me… n guess wat happen… he reali walked 2 me wif n eager face… like a puppy… haha… nw I hv a new nick 4 him… puppy dog… haha… I was actually juz kidding ard… didn’t tink he wld b serious abt it… haha… den I told him I was juz kidding… den he wen backwards… den I said ok oklah… come wif me lah… den he said… I tot juz nw u r kidding… nw u serious… can u make up ur mind… den I smiled n caught up wif my frens… den @ d bus stop dey asked me y I didn’t wait 4 him… n I juz shook my head… still remembering how his face looked like… its still cracking me up… boy oh boy… haha… sum1 help me pls… den I saw him wif my other frens… den he saw me… den I signaled him 2 come over… n he did… wif d rest of my frens… den we chatted... den he asked me abt rashidah… (yo…wassup gurlpal… hehe…) bcos she didn’t cum 4 a kinda ‘long’ time… den I said she was sick… den he said… wat she got ar… I oso wan 2 hv leh… wah so long a break… gd leh… I was like… wat d heck… den wen he commented dat he tot rashidah didn’t come 4 a wk… I was like… a wk ur head lah… juz 2 days… 4 days didn’t c her including sat n sun… haha… n he replied saying dat he didn’t c her… den I commented dat he shld not wear contacts… he shld wear binoculars… haha… I teased him like hell… n he juz give me dat ‘don’t noe wan 2 laugh or not’ face… haha… I got him dere… haha… den his bus came… n he wen in… den i saw him in d bus… n he smiled again… like yesterdae… haiz… juz melt my heart… haha…

Wednesday (February 11):

2dae during ief… I was scared 2 death… I was standing in front of d whole class… getting asked by koh poh tee… even if onli 4 a while… its still a torture 2 me… den d whole class sumhow veri united 2dae… go 4 lunch 2gether… 4 probably d 1st time… haha… den we talked abt how koh poh tee told d whole class 2 wear red nxt wk… n Vincent said he didn’t hv a red shirt… den rashidah told him 2 wear liv boxers… I was cracking up… cant imagine… haha… den I don’t noe how d topic of him modeling come out… den he said dat actually his mother noe… he juz said whateva dat is in his mind dat particular time wen he said dat his parents didn’t noe… den after dat d valentine’s dae thingy came up… den I don’t wat my frens were asking him… den he said 2 weekends ago he was doing project… den last weekend he wen out wif… HIS MOM… so cute… he wen out wif his mom… so cute… haha… den I said of course lah… u mommy’s boy rite… n he said ya lah… hehe… den after dat we did our ief projects 2gether in n empty classrm dat was not locked… it was a havoc… d classrm turned in2 a karaoke session 4 awhile… Vincent was singing 2 cry me a river… haha… since me n rashidah was d onli ones making a lot of noise… haha… so he joined in d fun… boy oh boy… den he n wee kiong wen off 2 print out notes… den a tutor… our cma tutor came in 2 use d class… den me Solomon n jaslin has 2 carry 8 bags including ours out of d classrm… cos Vincent n wee kiong was still printing… n rashidah n aidi wen 2 buy papers 4 them… n ting2 wen 4 her driving test… total havoc… haha… den we ended up outside d classrm @ d benches… it was so windy dat dae… den we were watching William hungs video… haha… so funny… we learnt his dance move… haha… it was so funny… William hung is solomon’s fave… omg… I guess he luvs William hung’s attitude… I mean… true… it takes a lot of courage 2 face up 2 d judges n making a fool out of urself… esp in front of simon cowell… den Vincent n wee kiong came back wif lots of notes… n aidi commented dat we cld turn it in2 a biz n called it B01’s printing svc… cos we print notes 4 d rest of d sem… almost… haha… den we wen back home… cos we were all tired… den wen we were walking… 2 d ‘umbrella’ corner near d canteen 1… a bunch of gurls called out his name… I was laughing… dey wan him 2 buy flowers… in conjunction wif valentine’s dae… so funny… den me n my frens wen 2 sort out d many unstapled notes… n I tot dat Vincent wen off already… not until I turned ard n saw him still sitting dere… I was tinking wat d heck was he still doing dere… den after sorting d notes out… I wen 2 him… n we talked… n talked… n talked… he stayed back cos he had 2 go 4 driving test later… den we talked… I don’t noe how d topic came up… but we were talking abt William hung… den we saw mark… a nerd of d sch… n 2 note dat nobody likes him… n Vincent said dats our veri own William hung… I was like ur so mean… den I hv absolutely no idea how it came up… but we talked abt guys… n I said sumting abt dis guy not being my type of guy… den he asked wats ur type of guy… den b4 I even answered… he said William hung… den he said wee kiong… den I was like… I dont hv a bad taste… den he said wat den… den i had d urge 2 say dat… u r my type of guy… but I suppress myself… n said my daddy… n I told him abt my dad looking younger den his age… haha… den I don’t noe how… but I told him abt me n my mom n our not-so-gd relationship… during dat time… he was such a gd listener… add 5 more pts… haha… den d gurls who called out his name earlier came… den I juz said… ur gurlfrens r here already… den he said ya… den I said I go 1st den… den he said… don’t go 1st lah… dey r not my gurlfrens lah… note: ???... den I gave in n continued talking 2 him 4 a while b4 I wen off… saying dat I hv 2 reali go home n study 4 my french test n do d social psychology essay… n we said our gdbyes… haiz… reali had a nice talk… we reali kinda got 2 noe abt each other more… felt kinda gd… n d fact dat hes d 1st guy fren of mine 2 noe wats goin on in my family… haiz…

Thursday (February 12):

Had my social psychology class… d grp dat present juz nw… was so gd… it was kinda clear… n I handed in my essay dat doesn’t reach 1500 words… it was onli 1400 words… n u noe wat… d ironic ting was dat… last nite… while I was doin d essay… n b4 I drifted off 2 sleep midway… I counted d words n it was 1200 words… den sumhow… I drifted off 2 sleep… in my dream… I was typing my essay… den wen I woke up… I was shocked wen I counted d words n guess wat… 1400 words… n d sentences made sense… surprising isn’t it… so creepy s well… ooh… so newayz… back 2 d social psycho class… i suddenly heard… vincent’s voice frm outside… it was so loud… he n Solomon’s voice was d one I heard loud… wat d hell… I was kinda distracted after dat… hehe… den after dat was French class… I had my test… n b4 I took my test… I was so nervous I kept on giggling n giggling… haha… den wen it came 2 my turn… I don’t noe how… but my fren aida told me dat I was like veri d semangat… my hand was moving ard… n stuff like dat… I didn’t noe I did dat… haha… I guess I was too nervous 2 realize dat… haha… den later @ nite I chatted wif Vincent… den he asked me abt d song dat I played in class yesterdae… which was fuel’s falls on me… den he was silent… den he said eh… den I said wat… den he said nothing… juz call 4 fun… I was like wat d hell… den we chatted… den after dat we were silent… den I did wat he did 2 me earlier… den he called me siao… den I said no la… I was juz bored 2 death… den I said actually ya I m siao cos my mom was driving me up d wall… den he said nvm lah… juz tahan lah… wat can u do… n den I said… kill myself… den he said sumting lame… a veri lame excuse… den he said… don’t wan lah… n I said y… guess wat he said… not gd 4 singapore… I was like wat d hell… n he wen on babbling abt s’pore birth rate being veri low… n pple is our onli resources… den I said we got teochew bones mah… den he said ya.... wait till bo bian then do bomo… make d nones able 2 walk… note: ???... wat d hell… den I said… nw I m tinking dat u r siao siao already… haha… he’s so weird… but cute… hehe…

Friday (February 13):

I came 2 sch onli 4 2 damn hrs… n dat was 4 d fmgt lect… so practically 2dae was boring… so nothing 2 say abt 2dae… juz d fact dat 1 of my classmates who rarely come 4 lect or class n a teeny weeny close 2 getting debarred… came 4 lecture… veri shocking… haha… so after dat nothing else… haha…

Saturday (February 14):

HAPI VALENTINE’S DAE!!! 2dae 4 valentine’s dae… I pamper myself… I hv sum me time… I read dis veri wonderful novel called daniel’s gift by Brenda freethy… a veri nice novel… n I pamper myself wif chocs… since its been long since I ate chocs… haha… anyting else dat I do 2dae… nothing… haha… @ nite I watched grease… my fave movie of all time… den dat was it except d fact dat I did my ief project… boring huh… yup… boring boring boring…

Sunday (February 15):

I did my sch werk 2dae… veri d hardworking… haha… n I was tempted 2 finish up d novel… but felt dat I shldnt cos I reali hv 2 do my fmgt homework… n I did my ief project… haiz… its driving me nuts… I didn’t go 4 d la femme’s club outing bcos of dis stupid project… haiz…

Monday (February 16):

I don’t noe wat was wrong wif Vincent 2dae… wen I looked @ him… he kept on giggling n giggling… wat d hell was wrong wif him oso I don’t noe… he is so weird sumtimes… haha… den we talked abt liverpool’s draw 2 pompey… n how much we hate pompey nw… haha… den during cma… I was telling jaslin 2 do d ief tutorial… n Vincent is so irritating… he went 2 mimic my voice… den i hit him wif my file… n he still kept on mimicking my voice… so irritating… but I felt like laughing s well… haha…

Tuesday (February 17):

So damn tired… reali… up all nite waiting 4 my grp members 2 hand in their part 4 d project… n I was angry @ jack 4 not emailing his part… n 2 find out dat he hvent do it… I was definitely pissed off… veri pissed off… @ d end of d hrm class I felt like I will faint any sooner… den I told d class 2 wear red 4 ief tml… Vincent was like… huh… muz wear red ar… serious ar… n I was like… yes… den I wen home… I tot of catching up wif sleep… but d ief project is haunting me… literally… haiz… stupid irritating ief project… @ nite I chatted wif Vincent again… I reminded him 2 wear red… n he asked wat if he didn’t wear red… den I said I dono… n I gave him a choice 2 either wear red or pink… den he said white can… den I said y… u don’t hv red shirt izzit… den he said he has one but not total red… den I said who cares still red mah… den I said I wont be wearing red red s well… den he said don’t lie lah… I noe u like red so much… dis guy tinks he noes me so much izzit… den I said wat makes he tink dat way… n another lame excuse frm him… cos our blood is red… wat d hell… den I said red is not my fave colour… den he said meaning u like red… den I said I like red juz dat its not my fave colour… its so bright… den he asked me 2 find a red dats dull… den I answered maroon… he was silent 4 a while dere… got him… hahahahahahaahahaha… I m so mean… haha… he’s so lame sumtimes… haha…

Wednesday (February 18):

D whole class wore red n pink 2dae… well… not reali d whole class… abt 2 pple didn’t wear red… so newayz… its s if we r celebrating valentine’s dae… haha… Vincent wear red… sumting dat I didn’t c him wear often… haha… n guess wat… koh poh tee was late 4 class 4 ten mins… we were tinking of locking d door but too bad we don’t hv d keys… damn… so newayz… we r lucky dat we wear red… cos we will get participation marks 4 obeying her… haha… den we had a project consultation wif her… n I had 2 redo my ief project cos it was out of point… n she asked abt jack… whether he has a prob… but we said we don’t noe… dats d 1st time I c koh poh tee s a… human being… she cares 4 jack despite her strictness… she’s actually a veri caring tutor who cares abt her students… juz dat we hv 2 abide 2 her rules dat she set frm d beginning… n she actually told us honestly dat jack is so close 2 getting debarred n she actually gave him a choice s 2 whether he wans 2 withdraw himself or get debarred… if shes mean… she wld juz hv debarred him… but she didn’t… which was nice of her 2 do… nw I feel like I m liking koh poh tee more n more… shes so likeable nw… haha…

Thursday (February 19):

I veri pissed n veri tired 2dae… pissed cos I cant stand hving 2 do d ief project all over again… n d fact dat deres so many projects n I felt so stressed up… AAAARRRGGGGHHHHH... stupid ief… AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH…

Friday (February 20):

2dae I handed in my ief project… I can honestly tell u… I can lose weight 2dae cos I hv been running all over d place… I didn’t go 4 my blaw class cos I had 2 go home n do my ief project n compressed it 2 5 pages cos it was overshot… n d marker is a veri strict strict person… ms wong… AAAARRRRGGGGHHHH… n my cuzzin called me crying saying sumting abt her bf… n I tot wat did her bf do… n I was like panicking n rushed 2 her house onli 2 find dat she had a small argument wif her bf… but d real prob was… her family… haiz… she was stressed up… n I told her dat every1 is stressed up… n she said work is stress sch is stress den tell me wat is not stressful… I told her curtly… death… n d ans makes feel veri relieved cos she said… I don’t wan 2 go 2 hell… of course she doesn’t… duh… no 1 wans dat… so I can give a sigh of relief cos I noe she wont attempt 2 commit suicide like she did 2 yrs back… heng ar… so newayz… I had dis urge 2 juz write sumting abt my frens… u noe… wat I tink abt them… cos I felt dat since d 1st half of d semester is almost over… n soon we wld b in our 3rd yr… n we mite get separated… n I knew wen dat time came I wld cry… so I tot y not keep d memory… so lemme nw present u my classmates… of 2B01…

1st up… d gurls:

Shuting => I find dat shes a lil manja wif me… cos we were close last time during 1st yr… haha… not much nw tho… n d fact dat she mite look veri snobbish… but shes a nice gurl lah… juz dat shes serious… 4 her own gd…

Vivien => all I can say abt dis gurl is dat shes veri d frenly… its rare 2 c her frown…

Meixian => smart… veri smart… but can b blur sumtimes… n her blurness n naiveness juz cracks me up…

Juliana => hving 2 werk wif her in 1 grp b4… I can honestly tell u dat she can b bossy… n dats wat d rest of her mates r saying abt her too… n dey confront her abt dat… so nw she is not close wif d rest (shuting, vivien, meixian n jieqi)… shes d kind dat u can b frens wif but not more den dat…

Jieqi => shes a doll… literally… her skin is so fair… she can b snow white… her eyes r big n round… n shes frenly… n nice… n laugh @ all my lame n crappy jokes… haha…

Sumon => funky n veri her… no 1 can b her except her… n its true… u cant try 2 b her… its so difficult 2 b her… she has character… shes so… sumon… haha…

Cheryl => sweet… n sumhow can b veri blur s well… haha… but shes a great gurl 2 b ard wif…

Aidi => shes sensible… hardworking… d kwai one… haha… n kinda romantic too… she actually count 999 love seeds 4 her bf… a gift 4 him 4 v dae… tell me… wld u do it…

Sam => a sporty person… veri devoted 2 her canoe-polo cca… n oso her bf… u can hear wen she talked 2 her bf… her voice juz change… n u noe she is talking 2 her bf… u noe dat kinda manja voice… hehe… d both of them still so lovey dovey… haiz… sum gurls hv all d luck…

Ting2 => can b slow… but shes clever… juz dat she puts herself down… didn’t tink gd abt herself… haiz… we can tell her 1000 times dat shes not fat… n she still insist dat shes fat… I wonder wats her def 4 fat…

Rashidah => I don’t hv 2 talk abt her cos I talk abt her so often I bet u guys noe abt her oso… but newayz… I tink rashidah is like n egg… strong outside but soft inside… take one look @ her n u wld tink dat shes strong n she wont wither… but she will… she cries… but not cry in front of us… but she cries…

Next up is d guys:

Jack => smart but down rite lazy… always wan 2 play onli… I guess he pass his tests n exams bcos hes quick witted…

Jiaqing => hes opinionated… he has hes own views on tings n not afraid 2 let it out… a gentleman too… in my opinion…

Solomon => big bro 2 d whole class… veri wise n veri damn smart... n he has a pretty gf… wonder how he got her… haha…

Wee Kiong => he is a nice n funny guy who likes 2 crack up jokes n I still remember d steering wheel thingy… intelligent 2 boot… haha…

Last but not d veri least… I save d best 4 last mah… haha…

Vincent => hes lame n weird n can b downrite irritating dat I felt like strangling him… sumtimes he wld juz laugh wen he sees me 4 no apparent reason… can b a gd listener despite hes so called arrogantness… encouraging n sweet n caring @ times… funny in his own way… n I feel like hes like a glass… hes precious 2 me n of course his parents too… but he can b so fragile… hold him carefully cos he can juz break… s ting2 said… he needs sum1 2 take care of him… I hope it wld b me…

Princess Siti Grint is feeling obsessed on 2004-02-22 at 12:22 a.m.

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