~*~ Princess Siti Grint Welcomes You To Her World of Obsession ~*~

What's your name?
Princess Siti Grint (PSG): My name is Princess Siti Grint... okay, for real? It's Siti Hajar Bte Ahmad... You can call me Siti... I call myself Princess Siti Grint is because I'm a little cuckoo in the head... nah, cos it sounds nice, isn't it? Okay, so maybe just me...

Age?
PSG: I'm 22 years, 1 month, 20 days and blah blah blah hours and blah blah blah seconds... I'm too lazy to do the Math... I'm bad at it anyway... (laughs)

So that means?
PSG: Yeah, I'm born on 24th June 1984 at 6.00pm.

How did you know that?
PSG: Cos I look at my birth certificate, of course... like Duh!

What do you like to do?
PSG: I like to sleep... I mean, sleep has suddenly become a luxury to me... you know, working woman, busy and all… I also like to watch TV, watch movies, listen to music, read books... yes, I'm very “intellectual”... (sniggers)

What sort of books do you read?
PSG: Well, I love Harry Potter books… yeah, thanks to my friend, Arly… she introduced me to Potter… so now, I fall in love with Ron Weasley… he's my Weaselby… (looks dreamy)

Riiiiigggghhhhhtttt… so what else do you read other than Harry Potter series?
PSG: Well, anything really… I like mystery, thriller, killing-people sort of books… you know, like CSI… yeah, but I do read a bit of romance now and then… and sometimes I read those movie adaptation from books sort of books… yeah, like Brokeback Mountain, Jarhead…

Since you love to watch TV, what's your favourite TV series?
PSG: I like those sitcoms on Star World channel like “Yes, Dear”, “My Wife and Kids”, “Still Standing”… oh, and of course CSI... oh and Queer As Folk... BRIANNNNNNNN!!!!

Riiiiiggghhhhtttt... how about reality TV shows?
PSG: Nah, only Amazing Race and So You Think You Can Dance and Singapore Idol currently cos of Paul Twohill… I've boycotted American Idol after Chris Daughtry was voted out… They so need to fix those voting system of theirs… sheesh…

Ooookkkkaaaaayyyy, so what are your favourite movies then?
PSG: Harry Potter of course!

Other than Harry Potter?
PSG: (gets excited) Oooohhh, I love X-Men, Lord of the Rings, Johnny Depp's movies, Jake Gyllenhaal's movies…

Music?
PSG: I love rock… any rock will do as long as it's rock… Rock rocks my socks!!! Okay, that's lame…

Yeah… so, what are your favourite rock bands?
PSG: (staring daggers at interviewer) Don't have preference really… but I like 3 Doors Down, Nickelback, Panic! At The Disco, Franz Ferdinand, Greenday, Red Hot Chilli Peppers, Coldplay, My Chemical Romance and all those classic rock bands like Guns N Roses, Scorpions, Queen…

Okay, so before we end of our interview, what do you have to say to your readers of your blog?
PSG: Thank you for voting for me…

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PSG: What? Oh, sorry, it's not Singapore Idol… haha… okay, err, thank you for withstanding all my gushing and slamming at those haters and drooling over my obsessions… but really, what the hell do you expect from my obsession blog, eh?

Rupert Grint
Rupert Grint, or like to be known as Rupey or Rupe or Weaselby by Princess Siti Grint, was born on Wednesday 24th August 1988. That makes him 17 years, 10 months and blah blah blah days and blah blah blah hours and blah blah blah seconds. He was plunged into the world of movies and fame and stardom when he was only 11 years old acting as the very famous Ron Weasley (yes, not only Harry Potter is famous, so is his best friend Ron). After his brilliant role as Ron in the first Harry Potter movie, Philosopher's Stone, he was casted as the permed-haired young scientist wannabe in Thunderpants. As he grew up, more girls have been queuing up to propose to him (okay, so maybe just me). After rave reviews of his brilliant acting in Goblet of Fire (some said that he almost stole the limelight from Daniel Radcliffe and Emma Watson), he acted as Ben in Driving Lessons and the movie has been chosen to play in Tribeca Film Festival and Cannes Film Festival. Right now, he's shooting the fifth Harry Potter installment. Though Ron is very dorky and sometimes not so brave and can be quite an idiot and has an emotional range of a teaspoon, the only similarities between Rupert and Ron are fear of spiders and big family. Rupert is unique. He rode the unicycle and played the Australian aborigines instrument thingy called didgeridoo. If he's not an actor, I bet he'll be good in Cirque de Soleil. Haha! But he's like any normal teenager; he loves to build model aeroplanes and play golf (heard he's really good at it).
Famous quote from Rupert: “Being famous is wicked. But it's better to be normal.” (PSG's Note: Good on ya, Rupe!)
~ Info courtesy of Rupert Grint Fixation

Jake Gyllenhaal
You can say that Jake is one lucky chap. He's born on 19th December 1980 into a family of talented people; his father is Stephen Gyllenhaal (Director), his mother is Naomi Foner-Gyllenhaal (Screenwriter) and his sister is Maggie Gyllenhaal (Actress). His god-mother is Jamie-Lee Curtis and he was taught to drive by family friend, Paul Newman. He started as a child actor in City Slickers alongside Billy Crystal. Then he appeared in films such as Josh and S.A.M and Dangerous Woman. He then got his first starring role as Homer Hickman in the heart-warming story of an aspiring rocket scientist in October Sky (I cried my eyes out watching this movie). Later, he starred in other films opposite famous and well-respected actors like Dustin Hoffman and Susan Sarandon (Moonlight Mile); Chris Cooper (Jarhead and October Sky); Dennis Quaid (The Day After Tomorrow); Jennifer Aniston (The Good Girl); Anthony Hopkins and Gwyneth Paltrow (Proof); Jamie Foxx (Jarhead). Currently, he has done filming Zodiac as a cartoonist, Robert Graysmith who searched for an infamous serial killer in San Francisco (think Jack the Ripper). He has won accolades for his role in cult movie, Donnie Darko and Oscar-nominated movie, Brokeback Mountain where he starred as a gay cowboy named Jack Twist. He loves to cook (and good at it too!) and read. He loves Harry Potter (like me) and has named his two dogs Atticus and Boo after his favourite book, To Kill A Mockingbird.
Famous quote from Jake: “First, it's ‘Who is Jake Gyllenhaal?', then it's ‘Get me Jake Gyllenhaal!', then ‘Get me someone who looks like Jake Gyllenhaal!', and then it's ‘Who is Jake Gyllenhaal?'. Right now, I'm between ‘Who is Jake Gyllenhaal?' and ‘Get me Jake Gyllenhaal!'.” (PSG's Note: Right now, I think it's ‘Get me Jake Gyllenhaal!'. No more in betweens!)
~ Info courtesy of I Heart Jake

Paul Twohill
Paul is a 17-year-old Singapore Idol 2 contestant who has won many hearts of the young generation and also some girls with his emo-rock style and his wacky weird personality and some do like his weird wacky hairdo that is similar to Addams Family. Addams Family or not, he has the talent so much so that he's now through to the Top 12 of Singapore Idol 2. Before he stepped into the limelight, he was in Catholic High School where he was in a rock band named Ecnerret (Terrence spelled backwards) and has won Catholic High Music Awards 2004 in the rock band category. So far, in the competition, he has sang 3 Doors Down's Here Without You and made one female contestant cried and another male contestant to vote for him 3 to 4 times and not thought for one second to vote for himself. Even though he's wacky, loves to laugh at the peanut butter jar at his home and wants to rampage Toys R Us if the world ends tomorrow, his personal goal in life is quite a serious matter: “Make it big one day doing what I love.” And not just that, one of the things that will make him nervous is “when my voice is having a real bad day because I start to feel that I won't put up a show that is up to standard.” Another one thing to know about him: He has three Friendster accounts now cos two of his accounts has reached the maximum limit of 1000. That's how many friends and fans he has. And he has a fansite made for him by Arshanti at Paul Twohill Fansite.
Famous quote from Paul: “You smell pretty!” (PSG's Note: Aww, thank you Paul! I bet you smell pretty too, though you're somewhere in Singapore and I'm somewhere in Singapore too and we're both quite apart. Heheh!)
~ Info courtesy of Singapore Idol

Gale Harold
You can say that Gale is my inspiration. Unlike most actors and actresses out there, he started acting late at the age of 28. He was born on July 10, 1969 in Georgia, US of A, which makes him a Cancerian like yours truly. Whoopie! Before he started acting, he was a carpenter and loves and restores Italian motorcycles. Wahey, I love motorcycles too! When he was younger, he acquired a diploma and under a soccer scholarship to begin a Liberal Arts Degree in Romance Literature at American University in Washington , D.C. However, because of some “creative differences” with his coach, he left the capital to study Fine Arts at San Francisco Arts Institute. However, that didn't last long too cos he squandered his academic scholarship and forced to make other plans. Oh Gale! Since he loves Italian motorcycles so much, that led him to several years of restoring and pants-set mechanics with Moto Guzzi motorbikes. So, you're probably wondering: “Man, when will this guy start acting?” Well, you don't have to wait for long cos in 1997, on the brink of financial exile from San Francisco , he was urged by his compatriot Suzy Landau, producer for Francis Ford Coppola (Dracula & Tucker) to take his act to the stage. After being introduced to actor and director Joan E. Scheckel, he re-located to Los Angeles , beginning an intensive 3-year period of dramatic study and exploration. This led him to his theatrical debut as Bunny in Me and My Friend. He also made his feature debut as Booker in 36K. Then he was accepted and completed the Actor's Conservatory Program with A Noise Within classical theatre company. There he appeared in productions like Misanthrope and Cymbeline. Then, he got his breakthrough role as the unapologetic and brutally honest gay Brian Kinney in Queer As Folk which made me love him. Currently, he's acting in Vanished alongside Ming Na as Agent Graham Kelton.
Famous Quote from Gale: “You have to like your character, because if you don't, no one else will either.” (PSG's Note: Wahey, that surely works cos no matter how bitchy Brian Kinney is, I still love that guy! Other than the fact that he has nice ass and very sexy! Hahaha!)
~ Info courtesy of Brian Kinney.Net

It's the way you make me feel

Happy Valentine's Day! In conjunction with this day, and the fact that I have no valentine. Not that I really care about that. I have been single almost all my life. Haha! Anywayz, in conjunction with this day, I have this special entry for you-know-who. But it's not as if he would read it. He didnt even have my address. Haha! If I ever have the courage to tell him how I really feel for him, this is what I would say. Take a look below...

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To the guy of my dreams…

I have always wondered… since the day that I met you, since the day that I fall head over heals in love with you, why is it so easy to fall in love but yet so hard to find your way out? When did I start feeling like this for you? Why do I feel for you the way I did? Why do you appear in my life at the unexpected time? A time when love is not the first thing I wanted in my life right now? Why? When? How? Where? What? Was all I could think of…

I remember very clearly the first time I saw you. I held out my hand to you and introduced myself. Then, the feeling was… well… normal… I don’t think you are drop-dead gorgeous or cute. I thought of you as a normal looking guy with a great body. Haha! And I remember that I don’t talk to you often… well… as often as we do now, that is. I even thought of you as an arrogant guy. I couldn’t believe that I thought of you that way. What makes me think that way is anybody’s guesses. I guess, we are both just shy to approach each other. Or maybe we just did not have anything to talk about to each other. Even though, ironically, we are in the same class. Funny, isn’t it? We just know each other by our names. I know you as Vincent. You know me as Siti. Full stop. But how did we get closer now? I don’t know. Maybe it’s our dear, playful, hyperactive classmate and friend, Rashidah. Haha! I love Liverpool Football Club for ages! Then, came Rashidah who pointed out that we have two Liverpool fans in the class. You and me! That’s when we both looked at each other. From that day onwards, our relationship went uphill. We chatted a lot about Liverpool. I guess, that’s when my crush for you developed.

But I have to be honest. At one point in time, it was just plain crush. It’s not even an infatuation. Why? At one point I like you. At the other, my feelings for you just went “poof”! It was gone automatically. I treated you like normal. No sort of feelings for you. Then, it came back again. Not again! And that’s it! There was no turning back again.

During the beginning, you just love to tease me in every way possible. Not that you stop now. You still do. I remember when it was Written Communication. We had this Pyramid Game kinda thingy. It was so funny. I was there chosen to be the one guessing what the heck my girlfriends were trying to tell me. And I remember clearly that you just laughed and laughed looking at my silliness. And the fact that the whole class somehow joined in the fun and tried to help in more ways than one. And me being the silly old me, still had a hard time guessing the word, which is “pugilistic”. Haha! That day when I saw you laugh, I don’t know why. But I just like it. It just makes my heart flutters. And brightens the room all of a sudden. Then I remember you sat next to me for the same class. And I had absolutely no idea what you were thinking. There I was, talking to Samantha. And there you were, throwing black thingy on me. When I gave you an angry look, you gave me a cheeky smile. That was it! I was bowled over.

But in my heart, I knew it was impossible. I tried to push away my feelings for you. Then, you had a girlfriend. Or so I heard. So, I was thinking it was totally impossible. But no matter how hard I tried, it was difficult to push you away.

And it became harder during our Sentosa trip. That was it! Both of us were so close that my best friend commented that both of us could be mistaken as a couple if people do not know us. I guess so. When I fall, you were there to pick me up on my feet again. When I had my fear for swimming in the sea and I have absolutely no idea how to swim, you were there to motivate and encourage me. You held out your hand to me to assure me that I would be safe. Yeah, I feel safe around you. And I clearly remember the time when we splashed seawater at each other. We were kinda so engrossed to it that we had forgotten that Emily was right there in between us, being the victim of our playfulness. Haha! Poor Emily! She had to tell us to stop before we really stopped. If not, I think we can go on and on and on. Then I went back ashore with my best friend and you went swimming. Then somehow, when you were swimming back ashore, you were looking at me real hard and walked up ashore. I almost fainted! I thought I saw Ian Thorpe for a minute! And then you gave me a cheeky smile. I guess you read my mind. Later you taught me soccer. The real way. You were so encouraging and caring to me that I thought to myself, “Is this Vincent? The guy I knew for one and a half years?” Then a girl came up to me and asked a favour to take a photo for her and her classmates. I agreed and there were two Malay guys, playful and cheeky ones to boot, teased me a lot. I do not know if my eyes were playing on me, but at the corner of my eyes, I somehow saw a little frown on your face. But I guess my eyes were really playing on me. You were okay when I came up to you again. That day was probably the best memories I had with you. The best thing that you have said to me was probably the fact that you want to be a Malay. I was surprised. You wanted to know everything Malay that day. We really spent a lot of time together. And I knew a side of you that I thought you never were. Encouraging, sweet and caring. And one more thing. SINGLE AND AVAILABLE! Haha! Two days later, back in class, you were still talking about the incident whereby I was hit on the face three times. And I saw you laughed and laughed. And your eyes just twinkled when you laughed. I was happy. I mean, hey, I didn’t know I could make anyone laughed that hard because of my silliness. Haha!

Since that day, I know one thing. It's not just a physical attraction - I love you for every single thing you are. Every word you say, every step you take. This is something that will never die. I have tried to stay reasonable with this, but I just can't anymore. I just can't. My knees start to shake when you're in sight. My mind is filled with wonder, my heart with fright. When will this feeling stop? And when did it start? How can I listen to my mind without breaking my heart? I'm so confused. What should I do? I can't think of anything except you. Should I ignore you, or just give it time? I can't think straight. My heart controls my mind. I can't fall asleep tonight. I don't know what to do. I hold my pillow. But I want to be holding you. I wanted to tell you how I really feel. But I’m afraid. Afraid of what you might say. So I lay my head back down and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours.

I wanted to forget you. But there’s no way of doing that. It’s not because you are there physically in front of me the whole time. It’s just that I love you so much. So much. And how is forgetting you, the one whom I care about most in this whole world, will ever supposed to make me happy? How? I know that wanting to be with you is like trying to touch a star. I know I’ll never accomplish it. But I just keep on trying.

This is the trouble with love. It can tear you up inside. It’s even stronger than your pride. It doesn’t care how fast you fall. You just fall. And right now, I am falling in love with you…

Princess Siti Grint is feeling obsessed on 2004-02-14 at 1:56 a.m.

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