All I can say about life is... Oh God, enjoy it!

“All I can say about life is… Oh God, enjoy it!”

Another change of format on my writing of my bloggie… okay… 1st n foremost… I m going 2 go on d net onli once a wk n dat iz every Friday… so I wont be updating my bloggie until Friday so… I will be writing all dat has happened 4 d dayz b4 Friday n Friday itself on one whole entry… lets start off nw…

Saturday (November 15):

Ok… 2dae iz like d 1st day dat I get 2 enjoy d so-called holiday break… haiz… but den I hv 2 face up wif reality dat on Monday… d day will come wen i hv 2 go back 2 f&n coke… oh man… but who’s complaining… if I don’t go… I will fail my ITP n I m doomed… so I mite s well juz hold on… juz hold on to 7 wks more… but I spent d day reading d novel dat I haven’t finish yet… its halfway 2 d end n I m so not going 2 stop reading… its getting interesting page by page…

2dae I had n argument wif my mom… again… haiz… cannot stop d argument… u c… she wans 2 go 2 geylang 4 hari raya shopping… n well… I wanna go u noe… juz 2 c how geylang is like @ nite… not dat I haven’t seen it b4 but oh well… juz 2 c d lites n stuffs… so neway… I felt like going… but den my mom spoiled my mood… she juz talked…oh wait… NAGGED… abt how my foster bro 4get abt us nw dat he iz engaged… but she said dat she doesn’t care… frankly shes in denial… I m d 1 who doesn’t care… SHE cares a LOT… but I don’t wanna point dat out 2 her… so I juz kept quiet… den she said how my foster bro wans 2 get married so fast 2 his fiancée bcos he was afraid dat his best fren wld get her 1st… n she nagged how childish it is… n I was like… in my heart… its his biz lah dat he wans 2 get engaged or get married or watnot… wateva he wans 2 do wif his life lah… dats his prob… y care so much… but I didn’t say it aloud… den she said abt how closer his best fren is more den he does… n dat 1 I cannot deny… its true dat my foster bro’s best fren is much more closer 2 us den him… so no comment on dat 1… den she talked abt how my foster bro’s fiancée is a diploma holder n how silly it is dat she didn’t find herself a job but wen 2 johor 2 find a husband n found my foster bro… n she is unemployed… n my mom was like: “siti wont b like dat rite siti? She will work n den she gets married n I stay home n takes care of her kids n she continues 2 work....” I was like… erm… how many times hv I heard dat b4… erm… lesse… mayb… a thousand times already… I m getting fed up… can she stop talking abt my future 4 1 min… 4 gdness sake lah… I don’t noe wat will happen 2 me in d next 10 days let alone in d next 10 yrs… I luv 2 live s d day goes by… I hate 2 tink abt my future… n how m I going 2 b in future… I juz wanna go along wif d flow… n I hated it wen pple try 2 talk abt my future… its MY future… I control MY future… nobody can control MY future here… haiz… if onli she noes dat wateva she says iz driving me up d ceiling n giving me more stress den I shld hv…

Sunday (November 16):

Ok… 2dae iz like shit… I argue wif my mom again… she asked me 2 take a leave 4 my 2nd dae of hari raya… n I don’t noe if I can get d leave cos its kinda unnecessary except 2 get more ‘green packets’… n dat iz d 3rd time she asked me… n I was pissed off… cos she kept asking me d same qn wen she noes dat i already told her d 1st time dat don’t expect me 2 b home during d 2nd dae of hari raya… cos I don’t noe if d company allows it s I m onli n intern… I m not a permanent staff… I cant juz take a leave wen it is not even n emergency… I already let her read my absence form b4hand… dat stated veri clearly dat it has 2 b n emergency… I mean… if d company is very kind enuf den mayb d malays r let off 2 leave 2 celebrate d 2nd dae of hari raya… if not… fat hope… so I already told her umpteenth time already… n wen she asked me again 2dae… I was pissed off… I was already damn tired of running ard d house cleaning d whole house… n den my mom asked me d same qn she asked b4… I was fasting n my patience was running thin… so I juz say: “do u tink its ez?”… den she shouted @ me n said dat she asked me 2 ask… I juz kept my mouth shut… I was like wateva… she always wans it HER way… everyting SHE’s rite… my dad n I r wrong… SHE’s always rite… but wen I pointed out dat she’s in d wrong den she wld start 2 cry den wen she tells my cuzzins den she realized dat she IS wrong den she wld try 2 b friendly wif me… idiotic… s d saying goes… The stupid neither forgive nor forget; the naive forgive and forget; the wise forgive but do not forget… take dat in…

But neway… d rest of d day I spent trying 2 finish d bk… it is getting interesting… deres 1 moment wen I feel like throwing d bk across d rm… I was so angry by wat happen in d story… I m luving d author n I wonder how d author can make a reader feel d way like I do wen I read her stories… I reali admire her…

Talking abt authors… my cuz was talking 2 me juz nw n she knew abt how much I wrote in my bloggie n everyting… n she knew dat I had a diary since I was like 12 writing my thoughts down on paper n everyting… n she told me she sumtimes wonder y I took business studies… she told me dat I shld b taking journalism n b a famous journalist or author… bcos I wrote a lot n I imagined s much 2… I wonder 2 myself y 2… I guess I noe d ans… I tink its bcos I hv interest in journalism n law… but my parents tink dat journalism iz a very dangerous job n law n mgt course iz @ TP which is so far frm my house… so dere u go… I took business studies cos I wanna please both my parents but not me… but hey… its great dat I took dis course cos if not I wont find d frens dat I hv rite nw… n I don’t wanna imagine how it feels like if I m sumwhere else like TP… I wont find pple like my frens rite nw… den my life will b damn boring cos dis pple dat I made frens 2 hv diff characters n personality dat dey bring colours 2 my life… sum r BLUR, sum r PLAYFUL, sum r WISE, sum r BOCHAP, sum r SMART 2 boot, sum r DDG (drop dead gorgeous… u noe who I m referring 2… no need 4 any intro), sum r SPORTY, sum r WACKY, sum r HARDWORKING, n sum r… well… damn irritating bcos of their so not veri gd character… n sum r like me… DQ (drama queen… haha)… thnx pple!!! 4 bringing rainbows in2 my life even after d rain (???)… haha… ok… rite nw… I m on d mode where I hv absolutely no idea wat I m talking abt so I betta stop writing anyting b4 it doesn’t make any sense… hehe…

Monday (November 17):

2dae is d 1st dae of d 2nd wk of attachment… woo hoo… I m counting down… so we hv like… 6 wks more… woo hoo… 2dae deres a plant tour ard f&n coke… it was quite boring s dey talked abt how coke is produced… but after a while it is interesting how it is actually 24 hrs non-stop… so tink abt it… while we r on our comfy bed sleeping n dreaming of our prince charmings… dere r pple who worked their butt off 2 produce coke 4 d public… erm… interesting… b4 going 4 d plant tour I had nothing 2 do… erm… nothing new dere… den wen I went back 2 d office… I started 2 work till 5… I was called by dis woman called mabel 2 do sum ‘mock-up’… its not difficult actually… I juz had 2 fold stuff in2 boxes… den I had 2 refill d bottle in2 qoo fuji apple n f&n carbonated lychee juice (dat’s a 1st time… I hvent taste it yet… but I feel like I wan 2… it seems 2 SMELL nice… haha…) in2 1.5 litre bottles… den after dat I had 2 do a data entry again… it was not difficult but it takes a lot of time cos 1st I had 2 fill in d prices… den I hv 2 print it out n gave it back 2 mabel 2 review it… den she filled in d blanks 4 me… den I had 2 re-do it all over again n fill in d stuff dat she asked me 2 add in… den after dat I printed it out again… den guess wat… I had 2 do it again… cos I didnt find d barcode nos 4 sum of dem n I had 2 redo it again… n fill d barcodes again… haiz… y didn’t she say it earlier… I wont b wasting my time going back n forth… I tell u if I do dat again… I will lose weight in a matter of secs… haha… I found sumting abt mabel… she tinks I no nothing abt excel… ha… wat does she tink I m… dose jc students dat juz arrived 2 f&n coke s interns… I mean… its silly cos my other supervisors do ask me whether I noe excel or not but not in a case like her whereby she told me dis: “below dis rite… u go n insert a row… u go 2 insert den click on rows…” I was like… darn… wat does she tink I m… a 3 yr old kid who noes nothing abt excel… I mean… dis is excel… not ACCESS here… excel is quite simple once u grabbed d whole thingy… I mean… ok… mayb she tot dat I wld ask her a lot of qns… but d onli qn I asked her throughout d whole thingy was… where’s d barcodes 4 certain products… @ least my other supervisors juz told me: “siti… u noe excel rite…” I will nod… n den dey will say… “gd… I wan u 2 update blah, blah, blah 4 me…” dey noe dat I m not experienced in dis sales job or how data entry shld b like… but I m not DAT dumb 2 noe wat excel is… I don’t wan 2 put my former cip tutor (mr. mak) 2 shame here… I passed my cip… hello… so… dat is equal 2 me knowing wat d heck is excel… irritating…

neway… I wan 2 confess sumting… dis guy frm NP whos in d same internship s moi… his name is gary… I sumhow find him damn cute… don’t noe y but his smile seems so… I don’t noe… cute… hehe… ok… so u pple mite wonder… how abt d guy eh… hes still my crush… I still like him… but dat doesn’t stop me frm tinking dat dis gary guy is cute 2… too bad… he’s shorter den me… I don’t go 4 guys shorter den me so… oh well… he’s still cute… haha…

Tuesday (November 18):

2nd wk… 2nd dae… of attachment… 2dae I practically did nothing except 4 lots of printing… den I did sum packaging of premiums 4 sum volunteering event… den me n my fren Jeanne n evelyn had 2 go 2 d warehouse dept… its called advertising store… @ least dat is wat is written on d door… haha… neway… we had our trolley along… n wen we wen in2 d store… me n jeanne were like omg… deres like lots of coke stuff… esp dose qoo stuff like qoo cushions, qoo folders, qoo headrest, qoo soft clocks, qoo umbrellas, qoo pencil case, qoo stationery sets… n lots of other stuffs in dere… den we had 2 load coke arm pouch, t-shirts, qoo headrest n pencil case… n dere were lots of big boxes dat we had 2 carry n we r women n we cant carry huge big boxes… we managed 2 put it on d trolley albeit not properly… den wen we loaded almost all of dem… we found out dat its getting taller n taller n we cldnt c a ting wen we pushed d trolley… so dis man abt 50 plus or sumting… came 2 help us wif d boxes… we were initially glad dat sum1 helped us… but me n Jeanne started 2 get angry wen dis man said: “u study so hard, neva use ur brain izzit?”… isn’t dat insulting… I was like… trying 2 cool myself down cos I m fasting n I cant say any vulgar words let alone tink abt it… I was so mad @ d man… I felt like strangling him wif d rope on d floor… but I kept quiet n continued 2 pack d boxes up properly… den Jeanne asked me whether I heard wat d man said… n I said ya… n she said: “fucked up lah…” I was like ya… I mean come on lah… dis is not our job ok… we r supposed 2 b in d office doing other stuff but we volunteered ourselves since we had nothing betta 2 do neway… n we r not supposed 2 do dis kind of stuff… n dose boxes r heavy ok… I practically drag it on d floor… I cant even lift it up… n he said dat… I told my parents… n my mom told me… surprisingly… dat if I didn’t fast… she wld allow me 2 say all d vulgar words dat I can tink of… dats a 1st… neway… my daddy said dat it is veri rude of d man 2 say dat cos its not me n jeanne’s job 2 do dis stuff… it is juz veri insulting… if I c him again… haiz… I wld juz tell him off… I wldnt care less if I’m fasting or not… I can always pay back my ‘debts’… or wat my cuz said… juz call her n she will bring 1 whole gang along… hey… no1 is 2 bully me here… I hv back-ups… haha…

neway… dere is sumting dat I realized dat I neva realized after 2 wks in d company… my dept actually hv a pool table… dey actually hv a pool table… can u believe dat… dey actually hv a pool table… n all along dat me n my frens hv nothing 2 do we didn’t realize dat we can actually go in2 d rm 2 play pool… wassup wif dat… so nw dat we noe dat deres a pool table… we noe we can juz go dere n practice our pool skills… haha…

Wednesday (November 19):

I did practically nothing 2dae… I actually had nothing 2 do 4 d whole day except 4 photocopying n cutting out coupons 4 fncc (f&n coca-cola)… I was so bored dat I wrote down my fave quotes n boy… do I hv a lot of quotes 2 write down… haha… honestly… dere r 4 pages all in all… I juz luv quotes… esp amusing n funny ones… I guess dere bring a diff lite 2 life… sumting more lighthearted whereby u can laugh it off but u can oso use them s n inspiration in ur life… n I told my frens dat after d attachment, I will come out wise… haha…

Thursday (November 20):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY @ MY BESTEST FRENS!!! MY CUZZIE AND SHAHIDAH!!! WOO HOO!!! HAPPY 20th and 19th bday separately… HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Neway… 2dae I was so busy… I was up on my feet 4 frm 8.30 to 5.00… not juz me tho… my 2 frens 2… lisa n Jeanne… we were doing serching 4 invoices dat we need… ez job isn’t it… ya rite… it was hard cos we hv 2 find like a lot of dem frm diff dates n dere r lots of stacks of them… n we hv 2 find a lot… I tink we photocopied abt 500 plus invoices… I was moving frm 1 place 2 another… it was so tiring… my leg hurts… my back doesn’t dat much until I went back home… n… oh boy… it hurts… it hurts a lot… me n lisa didn’t even hv a break… we continued doing d job even wen it is already 12 noon… d time wen we were supposed 2 rest… oh man… dis is a 1 fruitful dae… I mean… we didn’t do anyting most of d time during d other days… so ya… dis is considered d most fruitful 1… haha…

Friday (November 21):

2dae I did hv sumting 2 do… I continued searching 4 missing invoices n dat sucks big time… me, lisa n Jeanne need 2 go back 2 d distribution centre 2 search 4 d invoices n had 2 photocopy it… den we had 2 sort it out… but we spent abt 1 ½ hrs… I guess… cos we reali slow down so dat time passes by faster ;)… den I had nothing 2 do so I continued wif my quotes thingy… den lisa’s supervisor, james, gave her a job 2 do n me n Jeanne helped her since it involves d 4th storey… d storey dat is deemed ‘eerie’… even d wacky wayne said dat… n we were told dat if it’s a man… den he can come up alone… but if it’s a girl or woman… it is advised 2 hv 2 women… don’t noe y… so neway… we had 2 go up dere 2 pack 4 qoo coin purse… n james told us dat we can take sum qoo coin purse home… hehe… so ya… we wen 2 d 4th storey… but nothing happen… tho it was warm in dere… so we wen 2 d boxes n we were talking abt how 2 do d werk… n den d female toilet door opened n all 3 of us turned ard n dis old lady whos a cleaner came up n I can practically hear us heaving a sigh of relief… den we pack d stuff… n I can honestly tell u we pack them very fast… Jeanne said dat we actually packed 500 in a few hrs dere… phew… 500? its either betta or s gd s a machine… haha… so den we had 3 other interns frm rjc who came up n 1 of them wen 2 ladies… den she took a long time 2 come out… n we wonder y… but we kept ourselves silent… den d other 2 wen up d stairs 2 d rooftop… den we were talking abt ghost story… started by Jeanne who was asking whether we wan 2 take a peek @ dis other rm dat is veri dark… n I freaked out even b4 d story was told but den d story ended up not s scary s I tot… haha… den 2 women came up n wen in2 d rm looking 4 sumting I guess… den another woman came up n wen 2 d ladies… n we were wondering y pple go up dere 2 go 2 d toilet… but I analyse dat… dey wan 2 shit… n if d shit smells (which shit doesn’t)… den it wont b embarrassing s dey r no other pple in d toilet… cos b4 dat we were wondering y d woman n d intern wen in dere n didn’t come out until much later… n we explore inside… n we found… nothing… its d same toilet like any other in d other floors… den I came up wif dis idea dat mayb fncc shld spend sum money on creating d floor 2 a recreation centre… sumting dat d permanent, temporary staffs or interns can come 2 relax n chill out… cos I hv dis idea dat dey can hv pool table… d ‘dark’ rm can turn in2 n arcade… d other rms can turn in2 sum karaoke rms… n it bcomes betta wen I saw d rooftop… d rooftop is not juz sum other rooftop… it was a bar… can u believe dat? It’s a bar… dey hv lots of couches… dey hv d bar section… den dey hv 2 fridges filled wif lots of cans of fncc’s products… den we opened d cupboard n saw… SCRABBLE… n d scrabble hasn’t even been opened yet… n d 3 of us played d game… haha… but honestly… its veri relaxing… cos overlooking d rooftop iz… a lake… deres actually a lake… can u believe dat? Omg… I seriously tink dat fncc shld do sumting abt d storey… I mean… reali… tink abt dis lah… d old lady is up dere alone… I bet shes scared herself… being alone up dere… I tink dey shld hv sum activity up dere so dat it wont b so eerie or so warm or so vacant… n tink abt it… itll b like a 2nd home 2 d staff… mayb I can say abt dis in my report… I reali wan 2… wat if fncc cld use my idea… I mean… its 4 d gd of d staff s well… dey wont b so stressed up esp dose in d sales dept… u shld hv seen them running ard d office… rushing lots of time… n I had 2 rush 2 cos my bosses were rushing trying 2 reach d deadline… haiz…

Princess Siti Grint is feeling obsessed on 2003-11-21 at 10:24 p.m.

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